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Name: Heather Country: United States State: California Birthday: 7/2/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: video games, dancing, pink, chloe, angelina jolie, captain jack sparrow, britney, writing on my left hand, capn' crunch, pencils, chucks, brian sean david thomas, eminem, coke, beauty and the beast, WoW, Halo2, pictures, arcades, cheap clothes, laughing til my stomach hurts, arrowhead water, baked oatmeal from pippin, reading, pizookie, chillin Expertise: i am an expert in all my interests. Occupation: Student
Message: message me AIM: bgxfantasiex215 MSN: bgxfantasiex215@yahoo.com
Member Since:
8/21/2003
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| all of us have a story. every single person in this world. and despite how long a relationship may be, how close a friendship is, or how tight a family has grown, there will never be a time where one person will completely and fully comprehend the story of another person. it is simply impossible.
but we've been granted with certain gifts such as compassion and patience and love. and it is with these gifts that we are able to catch a small glimpse of the true life of another. it is with these gifts that we gain a small understanding of the reason behind action. and it is with these gifts that we may control ourselves and our own reactions.
this is the reason for my difficulty in judging another. how can one judge another based on a simple glimpse of their life? all judgments are formed from pure superficiality. so why then? why is there so much misunderstanding in this most simple and logical fact?
...likewise, it is amazing that people can only know what you let them. therefore, no one will ever know what i am feeling at this single moment. no one. it is this part of my life that no one will ever know despite how much of an impact it will make on myself as a person... i long for one thing and it is the understanding of another, the constant wanting of one single person to know my every single reason, my every single detail, my every single feeling. but, i know this is impossible no matter how hard i want to deny this also simple and logical fact.
but although i may walk this road alone, i have found myself in Him and that's really all that matters.
grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change courage to change the things that i can and wisdom to know the difference.
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| Polls! Here are some polls that I found interesting on GameFAQs. Which upcoming big-name sequel are you most looking foward to? http://www.gamefaqs.com/poll/index.html?poll=2591 Super Smash Bros. Brawl won. I voted for Halo 3 haha. 

Which early Final Fantasy game is your favorite? http://www.gamefaqs.com/poll/index.html?poll=2592 VI (aka III on the SNES) is winning by a long shot. I voted for that one too. It's the best one! 
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| Take a look at this review page. People who have
rated this game less than 7/10 are blind. This game is THE bomb. The only
reason why it's getting so much criticism is because it has the name to follow.
If this were a stand alone game, I'm pretty sure everyone would have given it
high marks all around. If you ever decide to play this game, pretend it's
called "Tales of Ivalice", or "The Great Quest" or even "Untitled"... anything
except "Final Fantasy XII." For some reason, people are blinded by the bias.
Like this guy... "But if you're expecting a game as fun and rewarding
as past FF games it's not going to happen. XII is, in my opinion, the hands
down worst game in the series, including Mystic Quest and Crystal Chronicles."
Reviewer's Score: 4/10 STFU
NOOB!
This is what I'm talking about.
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| 1. Who was your first prom date? lolz i can't answer this. u can ask me in person if you want the story. 
2. Who was your first roommate? my brother. we slept in the same room even when we had rooms for both of us. usually because we'd stay up playing video games.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink? probably the wine at communion haha
4. What was your first job? kumon!!!
6. When did you go to your first funeral? the earliest one i remember was when i was in 6th grade. i'm pretty sure there's one before that.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Benedict. grrrr i didn't like her.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? i was born in chicago so i'm guessing that my parents took me in a plane to la
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? myself haha or brian sean david thomas if you count my car. yup i named my car.
11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Harmonie 215: Bozo, BG, KC, Malia, Jae, Ceekay. Still friends? Well... with some of them hehe. always will be the others? well, time + distance = faded.
12. Where was your first sleepover? when i was a kid, i was terrifed to sleep over at other people's houses, even if they were family. i don't know why. everytime i tried sleeping over at my cousin's house, i had to call my dad in the middle of the night and ask him to pick me up. but my brother and i had this thing where we'd set up the tent in the living room or build a fort and then sleep inside. that was awesome. horace forest!!
13. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning? i talk to chloe first thing, but i guess she doesn't count cuz she's not a person. umm whoever calls me i guess.
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time? i have no idea.
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? think. i think too much.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? neil diamond, wasn't my choice. but when it comes to actually buying tickets (neil diamond was a free concert), i think i went to nsync? i dunno, that was back in the day.
17. First tattoo or piercing? i have yet to get a tatoo. got my ears pierced wayyy back. i remember it hurt so f'in bad. my mom got me baskin robbins after though 
18. First crush? lol andrew a. back in kindergarten yo. yup i still remember.
19. First TRUE love? video games, since before i can remember.
20. When was your first detention? damn i was clean all the way til my freshman year of highschool. freakin' french teacher man. i got 4 late slips (she gave me the 4th one), and 4 late slips = detention. damn.
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Would you rather...?
[ ] Lose a lover
-or-
[x ] Love a loser losers are the bomb.
[ ] Never see again
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[x] Never speak again defintely never talk again. i don't care if i can't talk. but if i could never see, oh man. not possible. thank you Lord for sight.
[x ] Run 2 miles straight
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[ ] Walk 8 miles i don't think i'll be able to run 2 miles so i'll probably end up walking 8 but just the thought of having to walk 8... blah.
[x]Go to the beach
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[ x]Have a milkshake both sucka.
[ x] Laugh when no one else is
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[ ] Not laughing while everybody else is i always laugh when no one else is. no one else finds that shit funny. but that shit's hilarious.
[ x] Drink 10 cans of soda at once
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[ ]Never drink soda again yum coke.
[x]Have your pants rip
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[]Get thrown in a trash can my pants rip all the time. i don't have a single pair of jeans that aren't ripped. and no, i don't buy them ripped (some i do), but i have a pair of jeans that are totally ripped up and i bought them whole. it just happened!
[ x]Work at Mcdonalds
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[ ]Join the army when i was a kid, my dream job was to work at the most deelicious place in the world: mcdonalds. i just kept thinking: free french fries, free soda, free toys. who could ask for anything better?
[x] Kiss someone you don't like
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[ ] Be kissed by someone who doesn't like you i happen to not like a lot of hot people so i wouldn't mind kissing em'... cuz they hot. yum.
[ x] Not take a bath for a week
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[ ] Take a bath in a lake uhh... yeah.
[ ] Be an only child
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[ x] Have 5 brothers video game tourneys every day. yay!
[ ] Cry in front of 5000 strangers
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[ ] Cry in front of your whole school this question is stupid. 24,000+ go to my school so either cry in front of 5000 strangers or 24000 strangers. i'm pretty sure if i cried in front of over 50 people, no one would care lol. people have better stuff to worry about, as do i. they wouldn't even notice.
[ ] Win a million dollars
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[ ] Get the love of your life hahaha. this question is even more stupid.
[ x] Be able to rewind time
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[ ] See the future for sure rewind time. it totally sux but i have this thing where i dwindle in the past so i think it would just help me to go back to the moment. hopefully i won't pull a butterfly effect but yeah. if you can see the future, then life would never be full of surprises. boooring.
[x] Be hated for who you are
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[ ] Be loved for who you're not lol another stupid question. ya'll can kiss my ass.
[x] Die the day after the best day of your life
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[] Live to be 90 with everyday being okay if it really were the best day of my life or the best day i could ever possibly have, then i guess there's no point in going on lol.
[ x] Be absolutely gorgeous/handsome
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[x] Have a really great personality lol this question is the stupidest of all. come on. honestly. if i answer "have a really great personality", then you guys would probably all roll your eyes. but if i answer "be absolutely gorgeous/handsome", you guys would probably think i was hella conceited or something. who doesn't want both eh? come now. let's all admit.
[ x] Go skydiving
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[ ] Go scuba diving i'm thinking about it.
[x] Be loved by one person that you also love
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[] Have 10 people who like you so that you can pick lolz... lamo question again.
[x] Have one absolutely amazing kiss
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[] Have 40 okay kisses oh i like this question... fuck pecks. i hate pecks. pecks are lame. it's all about the slow, sensual, passionate yummy stuff. that's what i'm talking about. *hint hint* *nudge nudge* *wink wink* 
[x] Love and lose
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[ ] Never love at all i hate this question. it's so dumb lol. i'm pretty sure every person on this planet has loved someone/something and then lost it. like for example, i loved being rank 28 on xbox live in halo 2. but i'm not anymore. damn. but! at least i played. it would've sucked if i didn't. there you go.
i'm out. ~het 
p.s. i'm really sick and being sick sux. 
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